I'm not supposed to.....

I have been told that..I am not supposed to

I'm not supposed to want you
I'm not supposed to care for you
and yet I spend all my time dreaming of
all that we could share....

I'm not supposed to think of you
or wonder where you've been
but no matter how hard I fight it
thoughts of you always sneak in without me knowing....

I'm not supposed to yearn so
always wishing you were here
but I hunger for your voice
and I long to draw you near....

I'm not supposed to need you
I know these things. I do
I do want to fulfill my parents wishes
And yet I can't help myself
because I fell in love with you......