Friday, 6 February 2009

I need forever to....

It took me a Minute to have Crush on you ,
A day to love you
and forever to Forget you ...
I Love You

I want you to know

Even if we are not together tomorrow,

I knew we were together yesterday

I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to....

Wednesday, 2 July 2008

I'm not supposed to.....

I have been told that..I am not supposed to

I'm not supposed to want you
I'm not supposed to care for you
and yet I spend all my time dreaming of
all that we could share....

I'm not supposed to think of you
or wonder where you've been
but no matter how hard I fight it
thoughts of you always sneak in without me knowing....

I'm not supposed to yearn so
always wishing you were here
but I hunger for your voice
and I long to draw you near....

I'm not supposed to need you
I know these things. I do
I do want to fulfill my parents wishes
And yet I can't help myself
because I fell in love with you......

Tuesday, 17 June 2008

Long Distance

Long Distance Love
When it hurts so bad,
Why does it feel so good?

I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.

Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

You know how I feel about you,
and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.

I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
be held in your arms...t
hen I'd truly be happy.

Thursday, 3 April 2008

Wouldn't Bring You Back

Million words wouldn't bring you back.
I know because I've tried.
Neither would a million tears.
I know because I've cried!"

I Cry Because

I cry because I know THEY dnt know the way I feel for U.
I cry because I think of how pathetic people are.
And I cry because I think I'll be crying forever.

Friday, 28 March 2008

What is Life Without You?

You made me cry,
Because we are apart..
You left me in tears,
But you never exit my heart..

It wasn't your fault,
I guess it was mine..
For love can't be forced, neither our mind.
And can’t be forced to be forget.

THEY should know it by now....
I've tried more than once, to get over you..
Like THEY want me to be
But you make it so hard, with cute things you do.. and you did

I thought love was a good feeling,
But I've got nothing to gain.
Just sorrows and tears
And more and more pain..

The day the pain started, reality came too.
It was the day I realized .....

What is Life Without You?...
Why can’t THEY see this too….

What is my life without you? …

Me and You

When I first talked to you…..
I felt like I had known you forever
Telling you my problems…
And what I didn't want ever

You listened to me…
I bet you thought I'd never end,
Who would have thought…
we would be the best of friends

Over a period of time, …..
I got to know you
A guy so charming and gentle with a heart so true
You've survived your whole life with me by your side

I told you I'd never leave
Because of the feelings i have inside

There was a time...
When I wanted to explore,
That would have happened ….
If I would open the door

I know you, like no one I have ever known
And sometimes I wonder...
What I'd do when we are alone

I love the way we are together…
You can always make me smile
Will it be forever? …..

I guess I will have to wait for a while
Time will reveal, what lies ahead
But always remember what I have said,
Meeting you has changed my life and I really love you so,
The feelings I feel for you

I'm never letting go, remember me always
And I always will think of YOU AND ME........ Even if I deny …
All I do is think of You and Me

And living my life with the...
Memories you left me with….

A Love that Hurts

I'm here slowly walking
In the street of loneliness
Remembering our time together
Until the day THEY made you wave goodbye to me

It really hurts very deep inside
My heart was sliced into pieces
Thrown into the deepest part of the ocean
And eaten by these large creatures

I tried to forget you
But I couldn't until now
I love you, that's the reason why
My love for you will never die

Now THEY made me wave goodbye to you
I am happy for them.. Because they wish comes true..
Here we are split apart..but not our Heart

Thank you for sharing me your love
Even if it is not forever

Why Do I Still Love You?

Everything so silent…
I cant hear a voice
So many feelings..
I don’t have a choice

Crying so softly..
So I cant be heard….
Everything so confusing….
Every little word

So many nights….
Where I cant sleep
Dreaming of how much …
You mean to me

Asking myself …
Is this how I feel….
Closing my eyes
Thinking is this how I feel...

Wishing and praying …
Wanting to know..

After all I’ve been through
Why I care for you…
Why cant I let go?....

Eyes filled with tears like ocean
Heart filled with fears of loosing you…
Mind so confused ….

Why do I still love you?
Everyone told me I cant feel this way….
THEY told me to say goodbye to you..

begging me ..
Killing me with guilty….
Yet I need you to stay …

Just because You never said Goodbye to me…
You have never broken my heart
Bt left me to cry..

Because you don't want to hurt THEM..
I feel useless …..cant satisfy neither THEM or You
But i know one thing
I cant say goodbye to You
Never Ever....

So please....
Dont make me say goodbye to you
So please...
dont make me say goodbye to him...

So please dont ask me why do I still love you?
because i dont knw myself Why Do I Still Love You?????